My life, my pond, my world

Well day 3 of the work week and I'm feeling a little bummed today. Again, my long drive to work keeps my motor running in my head and all I do is think think think. I start rationalizing my bills and seeing what I can not pay right now and put off a couple of days and still not have the bill be too late. I keep telling myself, after Xmas, things will get better, I have a schedule worked out with the bills and things should be on track by the end of January, but I just the fact that I have to pay ...

Well Sunday and Monday went pretty good without a hitch…
I am sticking to this budget if it kills me…Sunday we had all these Sheetz' coupons for hamburgers and fries, so we went to two Sheetz stores and each got a burger then went to the other one and each got fries….it was funny but that was our lil interesting lunch. It was so cold out on Sunday we just had comfort food, Grilled Cheese and Tomato Soup.

Yesterday at work, I was starting to stress out but after I wrote that ...

Im' starting this blog, because for one it will give me sanity and for another, it will help me log my progress.

Last week was horrible, after Black Friday shopping, by Wednesday my account was negative, so after the paychecks hit, a lot came out of them to pay for overdraft charges, which about killed me, but I sucked it up and then assessed the situation.
I wrote down what I can pay for parking, gas, groceries, layaway, etc here it goes.

$40.00 grocery budget ...

Well I have read that book and the 2nd part of it, and believe me I am trying very hard to incorporate that into my daily living, but all I can say is ugh!!!
I know deep down I am looking for financial serenity not financial security, but today had to be a very bad day.
My account is overdrawn, and since I work in Baltimore, (yep, im' one of the many looney birds) who commute on a daily basis, plus pay $8.00 parking a day. So if you can see where I am going with this.
I just ...