jlaporte

Well I have been lurking again.Have not had much ambition to post. I did get my wonderful ornaments thank you everyone!
Alot has happened scence. Oldest has been so so in school.No surprise there.Middle has been really well.He has found his voice and is using it,a mom couldnt b more proud!Maybe I can step down a few notches,I doubt it.My lil man is doing awsume.Loving school his teacher and friends.His bff's mom and I are like twins!So mommy got a friend too!! yay!!
On friday I had to rush my lil man to ER.He came home from school just fine played had his pickels then went and took a nap on my bed.For some reason I decided to make soup at like 6;30 and blue jello.I must have had hindsight because he woke up couphing and a high fever.He was couphing so much he couldnt breath and was turning blue!Shaking you name it so I toss him in a cold tub and then dress him and rush him to ER. They said its just the croup.Well it is wensday and no better.I am taking him to the dr today in an hour.I was up all night again,he finally threw up alot of mucus.But guess what on saturday night guesss who started to get sick?? Yup me.I couldnt even stand. still havent been able to eat,poor DH is a mess with worry.He has to leave and work so we are home alone except for my uncle who has been annoying the crap outta me.All over my oldest ds. I swear he is like another kid but he doesnt see it of course!Well last night oldest DS starts to not feel well.Has a slight fever.He took some med and went to bed woke up ok,thank goodness.But I know it will hit everyone.I am so sad my baby is so sick. I never get scared when something happens i just jump in and deal. Well when ur baby turns blue u get scared!!!!He's fever still spikes and he couphs so much I think its falling into his chest.So needless to say I need sleep.Between not eatting anything and being sick and taking care of him so I am up all night I am working on a wing and a prayer.I swear its his tonsils or something they have always been HUGE.Lets see what they say today.Poor lil man tomorrow night is a recital he has been practicing for for weeks. It breaks my heart he most likely wont be able to go to it.My poor christmas mouse.I will update later on when I can.