Sara's Self-Image Journey

A few updates...

I feel like lately my relationship with DH has been greatly improving. We've managed to stay connected on several levels. I've also been able to better manage it when I don't get immediate responses or feedback. When he's distant or doesn't answer, my usual reaction is to assume he's mad at me and panic. I'm trying to not take it so personally, and this week I've been better at not taking it so personally. Not perfect, but better.

The scale hit a new low, and then manage to creep it's way back up again. Not happy about that. I'm trying to start with a healthy diet again, and so far I'm just trying to stick to a breakfast of one egg and fruit, and only drinking water or coffee. No other rules beyond that until I get these habits down. I'll see where I am in a week. I've also managed to get into a pair of capris, so I now have a few weather appropriate items of clothing.

Owen had a really bad day yesterday, and I had a hard time not snapping or yelling at him. It was just SOO frustrating. I'm not the most patient person on the planet, but I like to think I do have a measure of it. But boy, it sure does get tested and I just lose it sometimes. I'm also getting more questions about where babies come from, and not looking forward to that talk.