Deb,

Thanks for your PM... tried to reply but said your inbox was full... so here goes.

i've nothing to hide from anyone... so I dont mind posting my reply here... but I omitted your PM.

It's just difficult being in a family situation where I'm the only one w/out insurance & expected to keep a part time job for flexibility... and not even an offer to help pay for outside health insurance. I havent had insurance since I was 16 (when I was kicked outta the house many yrs back).

So, I just make do. But the home remedies i'm used to aren't working much more.
I'm just thankful that nothing serious has happened since I've been w/out all these yrs & that I'm still in good enough health that I've not lost my teeth or whatever! lol

I only get to a free clinic once a yr for my "yrly exam" but that's free because I dont make enough money.

It's just tough & tiring... but I need to get over being so selfish & just live for my family... there's nothing left w/in me to live for.