So I have been away for a bit but am back now. Things in my house have been crazy.
We found black mold all through the basement, had reno the whole upstairs due to mold. I had to move out with DD for a month. Then I got pregnant. We were so excited we had been trying for a long time for #2. Things were looking good, I had my six week ultrasound they say a heart beat told me things were good because I had made it past my five misscarriage point. Then sadly at almost 13 weeks I was rushed to the hospital and found out the baby had died at 9 weeks. I had to have a DNC because my body was not going along natrually. The DNC brought back memories of my childhood that I had forgotten. Real nasty stuff. The DNC was horrible and DH and I have decided unless we get any real answers from the DR.s we are going to stop trying because I can not go through that again. Then 3 days later my DH lost his job. Yup so I had a nervous breakdown ended up hospitalized for a month do to the memories of my childhood and then everything else. Got out of the hospital and had to start work right away because the job DH got does not pay as well as his other job. So when it rains it poors. We have decided that 2008 is going to be our year and that is all there is to it. I have missed everyone greatly but am happy to be back.