I am suffering of asthma since I have been a baby. In the winter month I don't feel much of it, but when it becomes spring and all the flowers, trees and grasses start to blossom it gets really hard. Also I am not able to do much sports. In summer, when it is real bad, I cannot even walk up some stairs without using my inhalator. It is especially bad in the month July till September when the fields are ready to be mowed. I had several bad asthma attacks in my childhood and after that I only had a bad time in breathing for years, so I felt quite secured and thought I have everything under controll.
Two years ago, I had my first attack again for years and that really scared me! Now I am quite insecure again and start to panik quickly when my breathing becomes worth again.
Does anybody know what I am talking about? What kind of medicine do you take? When is it worst for you?
The bad thing is that it sometimes really makes me depressive, when I realize that I HAVE to deal with it for the rest of my life every year in summer.

It hobbles my whole life during those three month when it is worse. I would be interested to hear other experiences!