last nite as u seen by my avatar(profile pic). so proud of my youngest that he's made it and did very well .
it went really well was beautiful ceremony and after I invited back inlaws> ex nope. his parents were the sponsors. after it was all over and sank in and this morning was the toughest all over again. I know Ill get through it.
I am getting stronger and looking forward to another meeting at a diff college to see what their grants are like and the course amount etc.
The more time I see go by the more I thank God I have them and hes going to live in NB soon. Hard on me and hard on the kids him making comments and following through last monday and getting him to sign the seperation papers. very emotional and he loves to lie and play mind games. he talks through the kids cause he cant get to me now. ughh
But in all I'm trying to see myself since its only been a 5 weeks today he left me that I can do this and be strong with my family , friends, councilling and God. Prayer group is keeping me grounded not to yield or rebuke back to him.
God bless you all.
it went really well was beautiful ceremony and after I invited back inlaws> ex nope. his parents were the sponsors. after it was all over and sank in and this morning was the toughest all over again. I know Ill get through it.
I am getting stronger and looking forward to another meeting at a diff college to see what their grants are like and the course amount etc.
The more time I see go by the more I thank God I have them and hes going to live in NB soon. Hard on me and hard on the kids him making comments and following through last monday and getting him to sign the seperation papers. very emotional and he loves to lie and play mind games. he talks through the kids cause he cant get to me now. ughh
But in all I'm trying to see myself since its only been a 5 weeks today he left me that I can do this and be strong with my family , friends, councilling and God. Prayer group is keeping me grounded not to yield or rebuke back to him.
God bless you all.