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Thank you for your offer. All my support buddies are out of touch and I had a couple of rough weeks. I have gone through tons of questions in my head but I know the reason why I am here is because I asked for it. I have worked the first 3 steps rather easily and thought I had a good idea of my HP until I opened myself to step 4 and the flood gates opened. I am faced for the very first time in my life with self-forgiveness. It is harder than I thought. It took me a long time to forgive my mom but I finally got there. Now even if I want to blame her for things in the past, I can't. It finally sank in that she did the best she could and she didn't know any better. It took me a long time to get over that one (she should have known better). I eventually let go of that and recognized it's an unsolved problem.
My challenge now is to do the same with myself. It feels hard but I am keeping an open mind. I am planning for the work but leaving the results up to my HP.
My challenge now is to do the same with myself. It feels hard but I am keeping an open mind. I am planning for the work but leaving the results up to my HP.