I'm a little sad & happy at the same time -does that make any sense?? Dd is celebrating her 19th bd today & I am sitting here wondering where my little girl with the blonde ponytails dissappeared to:(....But the same time, I am excited & blessed to see the person that she has become. She has...

today my Mom has been dead for 5yrs..I miss her and it still seems like a bad dream like she really isn't gone..:cry:

I'm so happy! I haven't been in a while...I'm leaving this afternoon and Francois and Patrick are coming with me. I'll be staying until friday... I'm really happy to see the woods again...I need it...and my dad is not well these days. He sleeps all the time--he's awake about 3 hours in the...