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Just as the baby was crying and dd was grabing at my pant leg, ds announced he was going to kill himself. He was going to get a shotgun from my closet, some shells from the cabinet, and "blow his brains out".
Fortunately a friend of mine works at the department of human services and she was able to direct me. Fortunately the neighbor lady was home. I left the babies with her
eek: and bottles of formula ...... I'm breastfeeding) Fortunately he was more cooperative than I anticipated and I didn't have to call the Sherrif.
I feel like a terrible mother for letting him get "this bad". I feel like a terrible mother for "leaving" him at the hospital. I feel like a terrible mother for leaving 2 1/2 week old Kevin with the neighbor and formula (but glad I didn't take him with me).
Blake was very honest with the hospital staff, and knows he needs help. He seems so mature for a 10 year old. He has no idea why he feels so worthless. I won't get to see him until this evening.
Thanks ladies.
Fortunately a friend of mine works at the department of human services and she was able to direct me. Fortunately the neighbor lady was home. I left the babies with her
I feel like a terrible mother for letting him get "this bad". I feel like a terrible mother for "leaving" him at the hospital. I feel like a terrible mother for leaving 2 1/2 week old Kevin with the neighbor and formula (but glad I didn't take him with me).
Blake was very honest with the hospital staff, and knows he needs help. He seems so mature for a 10 year old. He has no idea why he feels so worthless. I won't get to see him until this evening.
Thanks ladies.