[aylasmommy]

I don't know where to start!

Ok, the good thing is I finally did my own french manicure (just using paint, no plastic nails and I LOVE it

I'm torn right now over how to style my hair though. Seems silly, but it's one of the most mood altering things that I can control kwim?
Lately I'd been parting it on the side, and after some tips from you all I was doing good with it. Then the other day I noticed it was getting weird again. But
I think I know how I want to do it now...ok I have TONS of options that I keep seeing that I would want.

I know I like how jennifer aniston has her hair(on oprah today) just not the length. But i love the highlights/the way she has her part and everything. I also saw a cool hairstyle on a spanish station...I just need my bangs to grow out a bit more...

I was thinking of taking pics of all the different styles I could do then posting them one day and taking a poll of what you all like the best..

Ok, enough of my hair
Today carl finally went back to work...about time! he has worked about 2 1/2 days since last monday! I think he did get some on call work in there too..but man it makes me nervous for our finances...

I'm having a pity party for myself lately. I guess I just feel really lonely, like my husband and I don't have that bond I used to feel. I don't feel that warm fuzzy/safe feeling when he's around. I feel alone in the world in general.

I also haven't been wanting to clean. No wait, I WANT to clean I just can't get myself to do it...I want to have a beautiful table, set with dinner when carl gets home. I want to have a sparkling kitchen, the bed all made, the living room spotless. I want to do the little decorating projects to make it it bit prettier in here...I want to do it all...I know what you are thinking, just start small...but I try and then I just get depressed and go sit back down.

I have been looking online for maternity clothes that I would want *in case* I get pregnant again Silly isn't it!?

I'm just a hodgepodge of emotions!
The one thing that keeps me sming is Ayla
the poor girl woke up screaming bloody mary twice lastnight, so I brought her out to sleep with me. Iit was a really sweet bonding moment

Oh one thing that ticked me off was lastnight Carl offered to take me out to eat. It was 5:30 when he asked but then he said he didnt' want to go until 8 or 9!?? I was like HUH? I'm hungry NOW why wait? Ohhh that didn't go over well lol..I did not last long before I started eating stuff in the fridge. WHICH I don't mind, i would rather eat at home and save the money, I just don't get why he would offer to go, THEN say we have to wait a few hours??? oh well

thanks for letting me get this all out...

if you made it this far you get a well deserved pat on the back

 

[homesteadmamma]

Heather, :hugz:

 

[Daphne]

Sending many hugs to you!!

 

[captclearance]

{{{{HUGS}}}} I hope you get feeling better soon Heather, try talking to Carl and tell him how you feel. Maybe it will help .... I hope you find the hair style you want, I hope it makes you feel better..

 

[Katybird]

Heather, it is in the air, DH are being annoying this week.

I can't wait to see which styles you choose to post. That will be great fun.

Here is a big :hugz: from Texas for you!

 

[pita1213]

:grouphug: must something with the name carl, cus my dh is being a butthead too.

 

[mylittle4]

Definatly do something to your hair. For me it can make me into a whole new person it seems. I think it would do you some good. Is Ayla close to 2? I get really weird and freak out around the time my babies turn 2. They start gaining independance and growing up overnight. I don't know if that has anything to do with it but maybe and it would explain the maternity clothes thing. ( I have done it too ). Oh ya all marriages have slumps some slumps are bigger than others and there probably isn't any magic right now, so you have to make some. Most men won't I know my dh won't. Next time he want's somthing like to wait for hours before you go eat just grin and bear it as silly as it is. Then atleast you'll have that time out together. Did you get to do that Sponge Bob plan for V-day? if not maybe you could do it now. Or swing by Target and find some cheap wine glasses on clearance or splurge even if you put Coke in them it will give you that pick me up and motivation to set that table up pretty. Ok I have rambled enough now Good Luck and (((HUGS)))

 

[justjenn]

(((hugs)))

 

[dz_blonde_girl]

((((hugs)))) You've been away from Target too long, haven't you?

JK I can't wait to help you pick out a new hairstyle! Maybe, once your feeling better, you can recreate that warm fuzzy/safe feeling again.

 

[Mom23boys]

((((((((((HEATHER))))))))))))
Sending you lots of hugs!

 

[paelthom]

Heather, I just wanted to tell you that I think you are a wonderful person, full of life and that we all have those slumps. No house really needs to be perfect just clean enough to get by for a little while and ride out the slump. Take care and I hope today brings you lots of splashes of joy.

pat

 

[CAGmomof2]

Heather, I will be praying for you!!
Sending :smball: :smball: :smball: and a hug your way.