I'm feeling so down about myself right now, I'm afraid to get on the scales because I know it will be bad news. I just don't understand why I can't leave food alone
I do ok for a few days or maybe a week and then I just lose it and start eating whatever, whenever. Now that the weather is warm I feel really rotten about the way I look, shorts look awful, skirts look awful, and I don't even want to think about wearing a swimsuit to go to the pool with dd. I'm just so tired of being fat and never having clothes fit right or look good and I'm so tired of being exhausted and feeling ashamed of the way I look. But do you think I can leave the food alone??? No. And I just don't understand why. Sorry for the whinning but I just feel so down right now:weeping: :sigh: :weeping: