So for the last year or so I have been questioning if I should go back to school. I am almost done with a AA, which I know wont help me in the least, so I thought I would go on and get my BA after. My problem is I don't know why I want to do this. I feel like I have no interest in college but I feel like society is forcing me to go back. Everyone I know has a degree or is going to college. I read forums and it seems like people think all sahm's should have a degree, like we will never make it without one or something. So I worry that if I don't get one I am screwing myself. I do worry about what I would do if heaven forbide I lost my spouse. I have worked in retail before and cleaning homes. I could never support myself alone on retail wages. My husband says we don't really have the money for college now anyway and I should just relax and be a sahm. I like being a sahm but I also would like something to do part time. I guess I just feel like I am failing because I don't have a degree or aspirations for one really. I have no clue what I want to be. Is it okay to be a sahm and not have a degree or a =good job to return too someday? What can I do to make myself feel more secure as a sahm?