I saw the psychatrist today and he thinks right now I am in the middle of a major depressive epesodie. As the lack of sleep, night mares and flash backs have just been making everything worse for me. He is worried as well as my mental health worker. So I have to go back next week. I am not leaving the house unless it is to take DD to school, and for my appointment today. I feel like I am grabbing on the edge of big dark hole that no matter how hard I try I keep slipping in. They are going to try and change my meds around some to see if that helps. And are going to be giving it to me in blister packs for one week at a time. I have not been on much lately because beyond doing the basic like taking care of my daughter and some house work I just can't. I also temp closed my facebook account and unplug my phones most of the time. Just thought I would give an update.